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Posted on 24 August 2017 - 09:25 PM

Right off the bat when you see this name, most of you probably think of the asshole who hacked in s12 to get 2600 on build. Yes, that is me. I'm here to explain more of why I hacked, why I quit, and why I felt like returning. Whatever any of your opinion of me were before (most of which I assume were awful, as they should be) please understand that this was a year and a half ago, I'm definitely a changed person.

So let's go back into spring/summer of 2016, it involved a lot of sweating and such with the release of season 12, to put it simply I wanted to reach 2500 elo (For anyone wondering, the highest elo I ever got legitimately was 2486, anything above that was from hacking) . To this day I'll never have a clue why this meant SO much to me, there wasn't much else I cared about. After losing my "good computer" to a mechanical failure I was stuck on a macbook laptop which didn't get me very far. After hundreds of loses and many hours spent raging I decided I'd had enough and decided to download a range extension client called schematica. It was certainly a heat of the moment decision that I quickly regretted but just decided to stick with - that was also a mistake. I became popular, but not in a good way whatsoever. As most of you know I was nailed on both of my accounts on Judgment Day 8.

Now my toxicity and lying. I was one of THE most toxic people on the entire server. A fit of rage followed pretty much every loss of a ranked match/elo, I used many toxic remarks, none of which I meant. At one point I had even lied about my mom dying to try to earn people's sympathy, that to this day stands in my eyes as the most pathetic thing I've ever said online or IRL. I so wish I could take it back, but all I can do now is apoligze.

When it comes to both the hacking, toxicity and just being an all around brat for most of my time on badlion, I'm ashamed and embarrassed when I look back at all the terrible things I did and said. I'm returning to the badlion network a year and a half later with a fresh start. For one thing, I'm in school now. Until this year, I was homeschooled. That was a mess, I was a mess. I was unorganized, slacking, and I felt like a pig. After spending most of my summer catching up, I'm now in a regular high school, and am doing well, in mostly honors/AP classes. I'm in a much better place mentally now, and don't have much to do with spare time. I plan on NOT taking this game very seriously, but playing just for fun, as I have many other things in my life that are far more important than this game. I hope to get a new computer that will allow me to start recording youtube videos again.

Ultimately, I'm back after a LONG break, and want nothing more than a fresh start and a chance to earn back everyone's respect. If you read this entire thing, thank you.

-OnRestriction/Jace

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Last edited on 24 August 2017 - 09:33 PM by asapape

welcome back :)

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Posted on 24 August 2017 - 09:34 PM

welcome back :v

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Posted on 24 August 2017 - 09:47 PM

Welcome back, I look forward to seeing a changed you.

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Posted on 24 August 2017 - 10:05 PM

welcome. pm me for 1v1

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Posted on 24 August 2017 - 10:11 PM

It's not about the way you got to where you are, but the end result of getting there. You may have done/gone through a lot, but learning from said actions and improving takes much more maturity and pays off in the end. Welcome back man :)

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