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Join Date: 12 February 2015

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Posted on 11 April 2015 - 12:57 AM

Hello all ! Skill here <3. Today I'm here to announce that I'm leaving badlion AND minecraft for good.

Why, might some ask?

Well, I got bored of just playing, so I started out on twitch. I didn't care about how many viewers I had, but I always loved making people happy, because I'm almost never happy. I have struggled with depression over the past year, and even had a suicide attempt. Minecraft was an outlet for me. I didn't really like the toxic community of badlion, but it was trully spiritually lifting.

Fast forward to today. A streamer, @Luc1fer , accuses me of viewbotting. The only time I have ever been botted was when a (now ex)friend added around 500 followers to my account without my permission. I don't want to fight. I don't want to argue. It's easier just to step away, and that's what I'm going to do.

(Now RedemptionV2 may try to hold this over my head: http://gyazo.com/ae5c3e65f17d20d41674d3c7ab85c1c1)
(It's a legitimate question, why would I have only 2 registered accounts with around 40 viewers? Because I advertise on badlion. Because my skype fans don't have accounts. Whenever I ask them, they say it's fine :P What is the likelihood that a random person from badlion that clicks on my twitch link will have an account?)

Now, I deny this accusation, but it was really a wakeup call to real life. I have been sucked into Minecraft too much. I have ignored my family, friends, and loved ones for a video game. I want to change this now, to get my life back in shape.

So here's a list of people I'd like to thank for making me feel good and supporting me

Rubando for being there since the beginning <3 Loved the 10v10s we did xD
@Jioska for being the best moderator ever. You were so fun to do 2v2s with!
moderators for keeping me in check. I get pretty toxic sometimes :P
TheGromm and MaccaTacca for being the best UHC hosts ever! Seriously though, love ya.
@redpandaarcher for being nice and supportive on the forums.
Thnk for making me laugh on the forums :D
LENAvision I didn't talk to you much, but you're an awesome person and I wish you luck going forward as a staff member!
@MasterGberry and Archybot for making this server what it is today. Love ya long time!
Gcheat :P for being there when there are hackers.
MonkeyUHC for being a good friend
@serendipidU for being the most toxic girl I know. Love ya <3

I know I left out a lot of people, but to be honest, I don't want to write this thread for an hour.

Thanks badlion community for supporting me <3.

(p.s. nothing I said in this post is a lie. If this thread gets too toxic, I will request a lock.

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