Posted on 16 May 2015 - 03:38 AM

Hey badlion community, I feel the need to type a quick apology and sum up all the drama I personally feel. Let me start from the begging. Whether you really just don't care about this thread and think it is just another randy I can completely understand. I'm writing this because I simply feel like I have had a severe amount of pressure. I would simply just like to help out with chat and I get the worst treatment from certain people but its the people that are so supportive are the people that keep me going and for me to know that I just might be good for a host on badlion. Let me get right into it now. Anyways it was roughly 12:30 PM PST and I was just on badlion doing the usual awnsering questions if someone was spamming a question or just flat out had a question I would try and awnser it as fast as possible and as accurate as possible. Fast forward a couple hours I was simply awnsering a question and making sure people would use /report instead of hackusating so that way they wouldnt make the same mistakes I did. This all started when I realised I had made so many mistakes and badlion deserves to have better and more respectful players, I was not showing this example what so ever. It seemed things were going good has I had recently applied for " Host " and I was so excited and happy. I was talking to one friend of mine @Hong when I was becoming angry when people decided to grow anger in me not bothering them nor would I cause problems or delay them from pvp witch is in the title of the server " Potion PvP. " By helping technically im not even following what im saying currently, but thats when things got interesting. I was eventually getting ganged on in chat causing me to become very defensive and wanting to just ignore them. That would probably be the best option looking back at it now but I really didn't care to think of it. Im so glad badlion has some great players and nice people to keep me motivated to keep going and just keep doing what I enjoy doing the most preventing people from my mistakes and making sure they wouldn't have to suffer. I was simply warning a player to not hackusate when I got absolutely demolished with hate some examples consist of " Mini Moderator " " Annoying " " Un-helpful " , Some other people would also say whats the point if no one was listening. I simply would just think in my head if everyone was spamming and one person was just trying to help calm down the people eventually you would get a result on the people that are actually educated enough to be mature and grow up. I really shouldn't have done this but I just had to say it. I said " Stop trying to look cool on a damn block game you wont receive anything out of it. " LATER to get smqcked by even more players of how im not helping or im just making things worse but then simply agian 2/6 people would msg me to say I really belive you would be a great host and amazing player to join the staffing community which really just made me happy that something was rubbing off and people would understand my intentions. Today was a strange day because I started to help simply because potion pvp 1 was filled and their was only one moderator in the server and that moderator was QuantumVex, Personally Quantum handled everything like a pro. He would just mute who he had to or just not hold back, at this point chat was chatoic and I thought hmm he could use some help I eventually just started looking for people that would bypass hackusations and I would just make sure they wouldn't do it agian and get in trouble just like I did when I had no warnings. I was giving them a chance not to make that mistake agian and I thought it worked personally. The chat was slowly starting to calm down and become it's normal self. Fast forward a little bit Hilvik had to go on a mute spree because at this point I was the only person on that was actually trying to make a difference to the chat. Hivlik eventually saw what was going on and muted chat. I was happy that it was finally over.
Anyways I felt very happy that some of this sort of started to pay off. Eventually I got into another helping spree awnsering questions ect and got into a argument with one of the players trying to just get under my skin and shit talk. All I did was just tell him to back off and that was that. Little to knowing that arguing with a player I would try to swerve around that problem. This hence the biased post I made, I got muted for simply helping people and not even cussing at player's and the other people hating on me were. Im simply just going to apologize for any issues I could have caused to the server or staff.

I would just like to thank a few people aswell. Some of these people really helped me keep on moving and made me feel like I was actually doing something right for once. @lemmeGetUh @Hong, Some people that msged me if you read this thanks so much. I can't belive I forgot your name and I'll guarantee we will talk agian soon. Anways thanks for reading this rant and I hope this clears up some stupid shit.

Much Love , CA

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 03:40 AM

uh, okay .-.

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 03:48 AM

I felt I should just put that out their, that's all.

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:10 AM

tl;dr

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:11 AM

redpanda is right

this is a blog now.

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:11 AM

@redpanda99

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:12 AM

:/ Alot is behind the scenes other than OH YEA GET REKT M8

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:12 AM

Nothing wrong with that.

Ty for sharing this with us @keoxy

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:37 AM

You are obviously trying way too hard to get mod, there is no need for such a long paragraph for something like this…

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:47 AM

two cringy posts in one day…

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 05:24 AM

<3

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 05:28 AM

Correction being my self to get " Host "

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 05:29 AM

Wow.. Just now reading this.. LOL I need to slow it down

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 06:27 AM

Yea ok

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 10:35 AM

Don't you have a server to ruin or something like that ?

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 01:24 PM

Don't be afraid to use /msg if you want to tell people the rules, some people don't take kindly to that stuff in global.

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 04:15 PM

There is nothing wrong with that …..

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 06:23 PM

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 06:58 PM

LMAO

Posted on 16 May 2015 - 07:15 PM

LOL