Posted on 17 January 2015 - 06:11 AM
Well, a lot of you have seen my admin tag gone by now and were probably expecting one of these long staff resignation threads that you see everyone else with, so here it is. I started on Badlion early 2014, after a couple months of actively playing I became a trial mod, I quickly worked my way up in ranks with activity and trust. Early October of last year I became admin, with this rank came more enemies, so some of you will probably be glad to see me go. Over the course of my time on badlion I became friends with some of the best people you will ever meet in your life. I was never one to talk about my personal life that much, but I found myself slowly opening up more and more to the admins and staff here. Eventually I considered them my best friends. I've enjoyed my time on Badlion, and will never forget the experiences I've had here. I've enjoyed working for and beside some of the best people you will ever know. A lot of you have given me farewells like "You're the best admin to ever live" "I'll miss you, you always cheered me up in UHCs". But the truth of the matter is, I'm the biggest piece of shit you will ever know. I have betrayed Badlion in the worse possible way. With UHC constantly growing, and the high demand it was given, my position as Head of UHC was without a doubt an incredibly important one. I once promised Gberry that If I ever resigned I would give two week notice. Not only did I not do that, but I was so ashamed in myself that I didn't even talk to Gberry about my resignation. Over the course of the past week I've just been making poor decision after poor decision, and I felt that I was a time bomb just waiting to explode. I've been having personal issues that have been affecting my job, but I blame nobody except myself for this. I enjoyed my time as staff, and the friends I made, but I threw all that away today. Maybe one day I'd like to return to being staff on Badlion, but I don't deserve it. I have betrayed the players, the staff, and most importantly my friends here. I'm sorry that it had to end like this, hopefully one day I can be forgiven for my actions.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 06:21 AM
BurntCactus wrote
I forgive you <3
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 06:47 AM
Well, fuck. I remember the first time I ever met you, I was calling you a faggot and stuff, because you and Hyrbid_Storm were recording my friend who was blatantly hacking at FFA. He was banned, and you took some of your first steps toward staff. Later, I asked you for a 1v1, and you dicked on me, but I lied about how many pots I had left (I was trash back then) and you told me I was good. That's when I started to consider you a good guy, and a friend. Later, I watched in amazement as you got Trail Mod, and quickly became a full time mod. Then, there was the area of tagging you in every thread and calling you "BurntWhore" and about how you posted way too much, etc. I watched you become Head of UHC and I was really just in awe of your prowess in staff and how good you were at your position. Then, you were promoted to admin.Sad to see all of my friends and staff resigning or being demoted. So many good staff have left. The server will never be the same with out you, and your forum posts always made me smile. Good luck in future endeavors, BurntWhore :')
Stay golden poney boy
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 07:01 AM
Whether it was on kitpvp or uhc you were always willing to mentor and help anyone out. It's hard to find someone who genuinely cares, but you were the exception.Just take a look at the growth that badlion ultrahardcore has had under your leadership. You've directly led to a huge increase in success in Badlion. You drove me to become a better person, and I still have the deepest utmost respect for you. Regardless of what you tell me I will never think that you betrayed badlion. You've dedicated endless hours, unnecessary stress, and your amazing personality onto the server. Thank you so much for all your hard-work, and hopefully you do choose to return one day. IRL will always be more important, and always attempt to focus on that, rather then E-legos.
#Burnt_Cactus
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 08:43 AM
Man you were like a dad to the uhc community, no matter what you did we forgave you in every way. I remember when you hired me as a uhc trainee i felt like some one really knew my talents, and would use them to hosting games. When we were down you would cheer us up and we had so much fun with #Burnt_Cactus, I would even consider you as god in uhc. You were the man to ask any question, even if it was strange and off topic. The point is you like a person who represents our community in every way and 95% of us will forgive you.I hope you come back one day so i can hug you like you never felt one before.
PS: #R.I.P Burnt_Cactus
*puts a tire on it*
<3
from your son (Gupta99999)
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 12:36 PM
I've never been good at these kinds of postsHowever, I can say that you were a great friend. It was nice playing with you, and talking to you. Good luck, pal.
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 01:40 PM
I'm not good at this either, but you'll always be my friend and adc, don't forget that. And even if it takes years, the moment you return I'll be just as much your friend as I was before, if not more.Good luck, Burnt.
Posted on 17 January 2015 - 02:52 PM
Rest in way too many forum postsPosted on 17 January 2015 - 03:47 PM
We will all miss you burnt. I wish you the best of luck in the many days and months and years and decades to come.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 04:29 PM
Wow.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 05:36 PM
Well bro if you come back I think all of us have a Welcome Party for you, maybe we didn't talk a lot but Burnt you are an awesome man, youre not a shit and you will never be a shit, you will be missed ;-)Posted on 17 January 2015 - 05:39 PM
No matter what you (say) you did, you were an amazing admin and UHC will miss you. Good luck in life.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 05:47 PM
Something you have to understand, is that some people have their times where they just can't take it anymore. I understand your thought of ticking time bombs blowing off and how it affects your personal life, simply because I am just about the same exact way. No matter what you have done (or in this case, thought you have done) we all still love and respect you for the administrator you were and the friend that you were to the community. Farewell, friend.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 05:52 PM
We'll miss you buddy, best of luck in the future. The doors are always open if you wanna come back. <3Posted on 17 January 2015 - 08:38 PM
Burnt, I don't think for a second that a missed two week notice of resignation will ever balance out all of the good you've given to this community. Poor decisions happen, and that's unavoidable. But what isn't nearly so easily found is a dedicated, supportive person such as yourself. There's not another person in this entire community that has given as much support and contribution over the last year as you have. You worked from a player straight up to an admin, just by showing how far you would go out of your way to lend a helping hand. No matter what you say you did wrong, I - and the rest of the community, no doubt - will always respect you from the bottom of my heart. Good luck in life, old friend.Posted on 17 January 2015 - 10:48 PM
Cya Burnt, Hopefully I cya around some time. Was always fun playing with you in FFA & chatting to you. You always nice to me & hopefully it was just a small mistake, which everyone makes. Cya bud :)Posted on 18 January 2015 - 01:00 AM
BurntCactus,I hope you understand the pain you will cause to many people by leaving, the doors are always open for you to come back
and good luck on your future endevours!
Sincerely,
-explorer_140
Posted on 18 January 2015 - 01:46 AM
But you… But you shouldn't… Burnt, thank you for all the times you've defended me, talked to me on ts and other stuff. You were a great friend and it's sad to see you go, but that is your decision and I respect that. We'll truly miss you burnt. <3Posted on 18 January 2015 - 04:37 AM
http://i429.photobucket.com/albums/qq20/williamethridge/ed268005621a423188f286e1a90b738334269c6a_zps2affb8c9.pngPosted on 18 January 2015 - 04:53 AM
You will be missed <3 ;(